*huff* i just dont know what to do. personally, if i do tell everyone im gay it wont change who i am. im still gonna be me. im still gonna act the same and all. but the only thing thats holding me back is the fear that my dad would be ashamed of me. i could care less what other ppl think of me. they'll see later that im no different then before. but my step-mom and dad are my main conscerns. i dont even care what my siblings think.
i already know fr a fact that my step-mom does not like gay ppl. i know my dad would be okay with it bc hes behind me 100% but i dont want it to change his view of me. its just hard. i want everyone to know im gay, just scared of what my parents would do.
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