(((RDM)))

I agree with eskielover.

Trust is earned, and your price is higher now.

Now you can hone that aspect of yourself and become more discerning. You'll decide who to trust, how much to trust them, and be far more attuned to red flags that arise in the process. As painful as the awareness is, maybe it's better than when you were still unaware?

But processing and healing, not knowing what thoughts and feelings are going to crop up, or when, can really suck.