It's crazy how much my mood can change from day to day. The day before yesterday I was feeling absolutely despondent about work and hopeless and overwhelmed and stressed. Today I feel fine. I think I'm coming more to the acceptance that it's probably always gonna be somewhat stressful and that coworkers aren't always gonna be people I like, as far as worrying aboout what others are saying or thinking about me I really don't care now. Like it doesn't affect me. I'm there to do my job, it's not a social contes and it's not high school (despite a lot of the employees being right out of high school). The manager wouldn't have made me the talent captain f they were unhappy with me. I'm gonna be responsible for training people, interviewing people, picking which ones to pass on to the hiring manager to be hired and running job orientations. Which is a lot of responsibility. But I'm proud of myself. I'm just feeling realistic about it. It's really good experience to put on a resume some day. I'm hoping to keep the job for a couple years