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i'm so sad you're falling ill as well! could your husband take care of little man for a while in the times he's home to help you rest?
Depression sucks, we all know that. But you've been doing a great job of coming out of it, and one day of feeling depressed isn't a massive setback. Sometimes just having an illness causes a feeling of depression. I agree with Wants2Fly, that recovery from depression isn't a chart of increasing happiness, but a series of highs and lows. You've recovered from it once, and you can do it again. Besides, you have all us supporting you here.
I'll second what 1day said:

And don't you forget it!
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Hope you feel better soon.
~ Silver