Well, I'm new here to Psychcentral. I was diagnosed with BPD 2 years ago while inpatient for paranoia & suicide ideation. I have gone thru DBT and a paritial hospitalization program.

Today, I met with my therapist and we discussed my situation and was told I was going thru a relapse of depression. I have been crying a lot lately and feel so alone and just plain said. My sister & her family are moving in a month 2000 miles away from me and I will no longer be able to see my nephews.

I get so frustrated as the depression keeps coming back, it never goes away. it's like a constant monster that wants to linger and hits you when you are most vulnerable.