I don't think you're going to want to get off of the meds. Is there gov. assistance you could get?

I'm sorry life has been going down a bad road for you lately. It isn't fair at all, but don't use that as reason to give up. Life can be pretty poopie, but if you give up you won't see the potential good in it.

I know what you're talking about, you make perfect sense. You're not doubting you, the depression is making you doubt you. Don't forget the difference.

And don't start cutting again. Stopping is a big achievement, and everyday you resist is a step in the right direction alright? Don't forget.

You didn't mention anything about therapy, are you in it right now? You might want to look into it. Maybe your T could point you into the direction of some programs that could help you out.

*hug* Good luck, I hope the best for you both.