I don't think P wants to be my emotional support anymore. Or at least not my main support. After him telling me multiple times that he was fine/glad/happy to provide that support. Which has conveniently come up after I expressed a deep longing to be his friend (it was no secret prior, I just was more open about how deep it was). Of course, he claims there is no correlation between that and this new development, that he has been thinking along these lines for a while now. I'm sure he has, he has mentioned "a new chapter" in our relationship several times, but then he doesn't bring it up again. But I'm sorry, I can't help but see that this rupture all started so shortly after I opened up about my feelings.