Lately I've been talking to the not-my-regular ACT team members and one of them wants to send me to a residential for EDs. Although one of my IP pdocs said she did NOT want me going to an eating disorder program because it's a control issue and what exactly they do is take away control, so I'm going to try and convince them I don't need it.
I spent last night b/p'ing a trash bag of leftover donuts/bagels/muffins I got after closing from Dunk's. Kinda been doing that when not locked up at night at a crisis center or shelter.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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