I was perfectly fine(ish?, dealing with a bit of a substance use issue and some emotional lability, but no biggie), but my psychiatrist didn't think so, thought I was going for another psychotic break of sorts and put me on 2mg Abilify that I started 5 days ago and now I'm hallucinating spiders and sounds, and had this "obsession" that one of my cats was dead until I saw him this morning and even then he was sleeping and I thought he was dead, but I fed him and then I just found out my friend's cat died and I'm making all sorts of connections right now and I feel kinda like I'm on meth, but after all the good effects wear off.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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