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raspberrytorte I'm so sorry
This depression and anger is still kicking my butt. I completely lost it on my students today...they needed to be scolded, but not in the way I did it...And, my coworker (a coworker who tells everyone when she is upset with someone) is mad at me.
Some of this is probably the depression (maybe a mixed state?) talking, but it just doesn't seem like long term stability is ever going to be a thing for me. At this point, I just want to get back to a point where I don't feel like my own brain is trying to destroy all parts of my life on a daily basis.
It seems like many of us are struggling right now-hang in there everyone!