I forced myself to go to my sister’s house for dinner with mom. It was like walking through waist high molasses to get myself to go but it did me good. I adore my niece and her fiancée. They have good energy and are all around good people.

I opened the door early this morning as I love the crisp, fresh air. I shut the door because I heard birds getting close. Too late! I heard a chirp coming from inside the house. My attempts and eventual success in getting the bird outside the house was comical to say the least.

I had a mammogram last week and they told me to use the patient portal to get my results early. I logged in and saw a 5 year old message from a doctor saying that he removed 3 pre cancerous growths that were found in another medical procedure and to get regular testing and keep an eye on it. How did that fall through the cracks? Needless to say - I’ve scheduled a follow up procedure.

I need refills on my medication but I’m wary of calling my med provider. I’ve not been using Klonopin as prescribed. I’m not way out of line: I’ve tapered from 4 mg down to 2 mg and I hit that goal most days. About 6 days I took 3 mg. My med provider is brutal and I do believe she will dismiss me and ruin things for me with the new psychiatrist. I really need to call her though.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day.