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My words are worth nothing
and i deserve to be hurt
as before
if my plan works
soon I'll be gone
and no one will have to bother with me
(or pretend to care)

for how could it be anything but pretense?
for someone worth nothing, like me

like I think some book wrote about therapists
some dont care but pretend to care
some dont care and dont pretend to care (those i've seen)
so is life
for the unwanted, valueless, rubbish, like me
I've learnt the lessons as to my value well