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Originally Posted by June08
@ raspberrytorte I'm so sorry
This depression and anger is still kicking my butt. I completely lost it on my students today...they needed to be scolded, but not in the way I did it...And, my coworker (a coworker who tells everyone when she is upset with someone) is mad at me.
Some of this is probably the depression (maybe a mixed state?) talking, but it just doesn't seem like long term stability is ever going to be a thing for me. At this point, I just want to get back to a point where I don't feel like my own brain is trying to destroy all parts of my life on a daily basis.
It seems like many of us are struggling right now-hang in there everyone! |
Don't give up on stability. It took many years and so many meds but I reached a point that while I'm not stable I'm close enough to feel ok to good much of the time. I thought it was impossible but it happened. I haven't even been hospitalized in 7 years since the med that helps me so much (clozaril) was added.
It can happen for you too!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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