I have been pretty depressed lately. I've been recovering from the situation with my ex fiancé. I still do not know what has happened to her. She has been in the hospital for about nine weeks now. I imagine they would've transferred her to longer-term care by now. But I don't know why they would have to do such a thing. Once a week, I check to see if she has ever made it back to her place. I still need to get my things from her place like clothes.

I purchased with money that I did not actually have an air fryer that is good for cooking meats. I've been making with it a perfectly to order and seared steak with it. This time it was a Prime ribeye steak Unfortunately, this means that I've been putting on some weight recently. It's so easy to gain weight on that Olanzapine that I am taking.

I see my spending rate has been taking up. This is not a good sign. I am going to have to work on this before it gets out of hand.