Hi whales75
Welcome to PC

It sounds like you went through some great treatment programs for your disorder. I also attended a DBT program several years ago, and found it extremely helpful.
Are you currently seeing a psychiatrist as well as your therapist? Perhaps, they can help with your severe depression symptoms, and assess a medication regimine or make some changes if you already have one.
Glad to have you on the boards, looking forward to seeing ya around!
Take care,
Dee