I am an emotional wreck! I cry at the dumbest things nowadays. Like I saw a plane land on the way home from session yesterday. I cried because I thought how beautiful it is that us humans figured out how to fly...

I had a breakdown today too. Been locked inside my room. I can't do anything! I can't sleep because H is in meetings and talks loud. Have no tv to watch without him (we share many tv shows). So I slammed the door so H would hear and get off the phone. I told him I had to get out of the house. So I'm going to get a hair cut in an hour. A nice soft a line bob. Maybe that will make me feel a little better?