It's highly recommended that I stay housebound as walking by certain neighbors' houses is a bit triggering atm, but it's so freaking gorgeous out that I can't help myself. I have therapy tomorrow. I feel like it's been a really long time since I've had a legitimate therapy session. I mean, last week she just gave me a ride home from the crisis center, the week before I was at some shelter seeing someone from a different ACT team, and for like the month before I was a little out of it (okay maybe really fking out of it--my CW said I was clearer on Monday than she's seen me in months and to be honest I don't even remember talking to her in months).

edit: and my mom got suspicious of my walks and came home with an at-home piss test for me. Lovin' it.

The leaf situation here:




(yeah, I did get caught in a downpour like four miles away)