T, you were nice to me giving me a ride home from the crisis center, so was I only perceiving you to be a total hellcat to me because I was being a totally reckless turd seemingly wasting both of our times when you have more important things to be doing and I had to take some time to myself to destruct for a bit?

Want to talk about how I've been crying or screaming on walks lately tomorrow because every car is the police coming to get me or because someone drives by smoking weed and it makes me think of my dad and then I think of my childhood and then I think of how I told my parents about what the neighbor was doing to me every day but they didn't do shyt so it continued for years. Gotta remember that and not totally shutdown.
By the way I found out my phone has this cool feature where if you scream and run with it, it asks you if you want to call 911 when you check it.