ya, i guess you guys must all be right... i must be the one who doesnt even know myself...
sure! as if...
I dont want to get better
i am failing myself, blah blah blah.

give me a %#@&#! break!
so now we are blaming the person for the illness?
its up to me to decide to get better and i guess you guys beleive in the nike slogan too (just do it)
really?!
if you were inside my mind you would see the one who is in control... it isnt me... it is something much more sinister inside that keeps me from getting better... i believe they call it "mental illness" ...,
and if you knew a tiny little sliver about me or knew me as a person you would see very clearly that i am trying as hard as i %#@&#! can to fight this and to get better....
i am intelligent enough, however, to know when a doctor is not doing what is right for me.