I "ripped another bandaid off". I sent L and G an email documenting why I have a fear of men and why I'm scared that G will not be enough support. I gave specific examples of some of the abuse I've endured throughout my life. Both L and G were delayed in answering which really triggered some fear and anxiety. But they both finally responded and it was good! I even kind of feel that G and I were able to connect on something. This was really difficult and vulnerable for me to do. But it felt like I needed to put it all out there so both of them could understand my fears better. I'm glad I did it.