Bless you for your knowledge! You are a very mature and knowledgable 16 year old! He does worry about what I am doing and I am concerned that he is jealous over my boss (the owner of my company) and I love my job. My boss is no more than a wonderful respectful BOSS! I am a very private person i think that bothers him, I have never been one to publicize or discuss my personal feelings with everyone. I am finding he does need a lot of attention and I work 7 days a week and I am tyring to give him more attention in different ways. I am pushing for him to do a hobby, he plays music but everyone that is in that area mostly does drugs and drinks and he does not need that, I won't tolerate drugs or drinking and he knows it will end immediately if that happens. We only see each other once a week but talk for hours. I have very strong feelings for him even though we are still at a "friends" stage. He wants more and I do to but I am holding back. I don't want to get hurt and i would never want to hurt anyone. We need more time. I am pushing therapy and I wished he would get connected on the internet so he could be active in a group like this. My friends are so negative, all I can think about he so good to me and respectful....and if my mom was single and alone would someone judge her for her illness or love her for the person she is.... Thank you so much - you have helped me so much!! I may be in touch if you don't mind as we get further and i have more questions. God bless you and I wish you the very best - You are so young and there is so much in this world that you can obtain and I hope that one of your goals in life is to educate others what you are going through and live a very fulfilling productive life. May God send you an angel to share your future!