When you say her decision isnt honorable, what you are really trying to say is that she is wrong and you are right, and that you do not respect her decision.

Honestly, i dont agree much with organized religions. I do not care to hand over my decision making process to a bunch of people i consider inferior to my intellect and my honesty. So basically, i agree with you more than i agree with her.

So - why would you want to commit your life to hers? She is not worthy of you. Her religion thinks you are not worthy of them. Maybe you dodged a bullet. Find somebody who accepts you. Life is hard enough without this stuff.