I have four diagnoses right now (schizoaffective-bipolar, bpd, bulimia, and substance use disorder). I've accepted them all, but I'm uncertain if it's actually sza or bipolar as most docs I've seen are as well and a couple were actually pretty convinced it was bipolar (but once you go schiz, it never is). It's a process. I've gone back and forth a lot. Journaling, reflection, working on insight with a therapist, etc.

As a side note, my full "too many drugs fked you up" dx is "Other psychoactive substance use, unspecified with unspecified psychoactive substance-induced disorder." Specific, eh?