i consider my self a one man girl. but my BF is not. he loves to have fun with different people and knowing i would do anything to make him happy, he is taking advantage of me. last night, his best friend, ironically a girl, came to crash at our place. and he made me share our bed with her and even got in the middle, so that me and her would be on two sides of him. i forced myself to fall asleep and is trying not to think anything negative about it. and i am so scared that one day i will have to wake up to something that would make my heart break. i am trying to hold things in and not show any emotions towards this. i want him to be happy after all. i just feeling so down at the moment without someone that i can talk to. i just want someone to hold me and say everything is going to be alright and that my BF actually loves me but i have no one that could do that. So its life for me