Ah.. at last our cave is almost free from the absolute chaos that has been almost a constant for a month. I've been surviving, barely at times. No freaking privacy, small cramped living space (but nowhere near as bad as when the parental units were ..... abusing me....) and more.

I've been ''coping'' by isolating.. never my most ''healthy'' ''coping'' mechanism. But I survived it. And my bear puts two fingers up to those judgers who loved to try to define me with their inane, mean spirited and WRONG venom. Oops. I respect my Bear, she speaks the truth. She isn't gentle because none of the abusers were gentle with her, but she is fair.



I wanted to post a bit, especially to reply to some PMs... I just didn't have the energy after ''coping'' with the .... ugh. I still am behind with emails, PMs etc. (and my pm box is almost full again. I've been thinking of (many) people here though.