54 is so young. I hadnt even found this website yet. Of course, 18 yrs ago, did youtube even exist yet? I mean, i havent done a LOT in my older years, but a lot sure has happened. I guess i live in my head a lot. Like i watched all The Rifleman's, which i wasnt allowed to watch as a child, because my parents thought it was gay, no lie. What did they think was going ON back then?!

My SIL passed just before COVID started, and my feeling is its just as well, she was so anxious she would not have survived the stress of the pandemic, let alone an infection. And there were things that happened that over the past 30 yrs or so that i thought, oh i am glad my dad did not live to see that, although now i cant remember specifically what brought me to think that.

ETA - Artie - eat some protein! A burger, a can of tuna fish, some hard boiled eggs! You are just hungry, and you are allowed to eat, but sugar will not satisfy you, trust me.