Thanks for your insights…

I am an aged rockin roller. I’ve looked this way most of my life. I just like the way I look as a long-haired rock ‘n’ roller. I think I look stupid with short hair. I look about 13 years old and like a child with short hair. I’m very effeminate overall, and the short hair doesn’t help.

I have had long hair for chunks of my life, and shorthair for chunks of my life. I had an awesome career for many years, and I’ve been penniless for many years like I am now. It hasn’t made one single difference with women. I just don’t attract women hardly at all. I don’t attract people hardly at all either gender. Doesn’t matter how nice I am, or kind I am I’m a simple, easy-going guy that is kind of shy and avoidant. I think people can sense that a mile away, and it makes them uneasy.{

I think that’s why it has struck me so hard that I was able to attract and do well with what would be considered a high value woman. Not that I didn’t love her, I did. It wasn’t just because she had one of the most desired careers on the planet. I really enjoyed her, and I know she enjoyed me, right up until nearly the end. But clearly, she is troubled,. At least from my perspective. I have so many stories that illustrate that.

As far as ratio of men to women… I could probably put out 100 nice personalized messages on the dating sites that I have been on, and I would be lucky if I would hear from even one back. Dating sites are the exact opposite. There are probably 100 men to every woman on there. Women get inundated with messages from all kinds of guys, and it makes it very difficult for them to read through them.

Since they get hundreds of suitors, why wouldn’t they go for the ones that are tall and masculine? I get zero responses, except for an odd one or two that I just don’t find interesting or attractive. It’s been like that for years.

I hold little hope for the future for a partner or romance. I could go on and on about this.