I'm scared. I'm scared because I haven't had stability in a long long time, and these past couple of months were excellent.

I'm also scared because one of two things is going to happen; she's going to hit with a preponderance of evidence and have a breakdown, or it will be a complete "No hold barred" retaliation based on delusion.

An, "I'm so sorry to you all," isn't going to happen.

RDM