So the clinic didn't call today. Hopefully tomorrow. I slept the day away today. I got my marker organizer today so I have to spend time organizing my markers and labeling them. My h's birthday is tomorrow. It's Victoria's first Halloween as she/her. She bought a beautiful Red dress to be a vampire but she's nervous about getting dressed up. My parents don't want us answering the door tomorrow. I see where I get my anxiety. I ordered h's favorite meal but they didn't have it so he got a steak sandwich instead. Now I have to decide whether I cook it for him or not. He loves it but it always makes him sick. So idk. I feel bad that we're not at my in-laws but we haven't told them yet about Victoria. I'm trying to make new traditions for the holidays we would be there because we won't be welcomed anymore. Usually we spend Halloween - Thanksgiving there. Then after go to my parents for Christmas and back to the inlaws for new years but that's not happening this year. We just can't be gone that long and we won't go unwelcomed. I don't know what to get Victoria for Christmas. Her room is still packed from when we moved almost a year ago.