I'm being kicked out tomorrow, but this morning I asked my mom to pick up my meds on her way home from work as I was in the hospital last night, car's still there, and the pharmacy is on her way home. She forgot because I didn't remind her after this morning, so that's my first ****-up. The pharmacy didn't have them ready and that's my fault, so that's my second ****-up. She's pissed at me, so that's my third ****-up. Actually my first ****-up is being sick and needing meds in the first place so that's four total ****-ups. Just call me "General ****-up" just like my ****ING father.

She just got home and she walked in really angrily and she's not even talking to me.

Literally had a nightmare last night she screamed at me and hit me nonstop for finding evidence of my bulimia which isn't far from what she would do if that happened because that would be the proper punishment.

Is there anything I can do other than disappear from her life completely to make her happy?