Until a couple of months ago, I was in a deep depression but have managed to break out of it. I'm grateful to be feeling like myself again, but I'm having a very hard time understanding my actions while I was depressed. I lost sight of everything I cared about and did an enormous amount of damage to my life. I can remember everything that happened, but it's like someone else did it. I'm really struggling to make sense of it. The sad thing is that I would be really happy right now if I weren't so stressed trying to clean up this mess. Anybody else been through something similar? The depressed me and the "normal" me are such wildly different people. I don't know how to reconcile it.