Today is the first day I’ve felt normal. I’m happy I decided to go for ECT sooner. And I’m glad I started taking lexapro again, I’m sure that has something to do with it. I was still in a negative mood yesterday, very irritable. But today was better. We had the Halloween parade at school today, the high school marching band came and played thriller while walking with us. It was pretty cool. The staff members were all uno cards. The secretary printed out big cards and laminated them and we hung them around our necks. Came out nice.

I just have to get my eating back under control. Been eating like crap because of depression, time to get it together.