I think I'm going to explode..
I have this urge just to run around screaming and bang my head up against a wall.
I'm trying so hard..but summertime is not making things easier..
I cut thursday night..I just couldn't resist..to many memories, to many flashbacks, just too much.
Everything at home is just in shambles...I dont' want to be here anymore..I just want to run away..move out..but I can't.
I hate the summer..I need school..I need a distraction..I need less isolation.
I just don't feel like me anymore..I'm always so sad, so angry, I can't get rid of this hollow feeling in my chest.
I want help..I want to see a thearpist..I want out of this..
I feel sick to my stomache all the time..I hardly eat anymore..
Somebody help me..just take over for me..I can't handle anything right now.

I dont' know what to say..I don't know what to do..
I'm screaming and nobody is listening...