Hugs/headnods all around as wanted/needed/appropriate.

My anxiety is so high today ugh. I guess I'm nervous about seeing the dr tomorrow and asking for meds to help with it. It's my son's 25th birthday today and I want to talk to him to wish him a happy day and stuff but I'm afraid he'll hear the anxiety in my voice and ask me what's wrong and be worried about me (he's sensitive like I am) and I don't want to bring him down on his bday. Eh, he prefers texting over phone calls anyway so maybe I'll just text and talk to him on another day when I'm feeling better. I can barely focus on work today I'm so feeling so jacked up. I'm on lunch break now, but before I logged off I'd finished only 20 messages where usually by my lunch break I've done 30.