Hey. My anxiety is so high today I have absolutely no focus. If I had any freaking PTO that isn't already earmarked for future dr appointments, i would have called out sick from work today i feel that bad. I'm glad we're meeting tomorrow afternoon; I may just want to come in, lay down on the couch, and sleep for an hour... let you go about your life and just come wake me up when it's time for me to leave. heh like you'd ever let me do that