Thank you both..
Doesn't help I've been really parniod here latley
and my mom is going off her antideprressents..which makes her really edgy and snappy..and I'm her favorite person to attack because we butt heads alot.

I'm trying really hard to be good..and stay clean from drinking or cutting..it's just hard when I get like this
I feel like I'm falling apart..and that there isn't much holding me together..
I'm slowly gathering courage to make a t appointment..and telling my parents I want to see one..
Thank you for hearing me...