Glad to hear things are in place to begin helping you Blah nlah. Sometimes it takes some reflection with the help of therapy. Many find success doing that. It can teach you how to reflect effectively on your experiences. In turn that can really help in coming to terms with the difficulties stemming from them. Big hug for you today. Hitch is right I think. The forum mentioned might get you more feedback and the people posting there might better be able to empathize. Hope you stick around. The site is pretty big and there are a lot of resources, forums and people involved. Here's that hug!