Alright, I admit, I am young, but I always seem to have bad luck. Every time I meet someone who seems to be a good company, they either hide having a bf (and tell me after going out with me or so...) or, sonner or later, they just decide to break my heart. I have been searching for a long time without a single sign of anything pleasant or finding a girl who would be available.

But what is worse, based on what I know about myself and what I've been told, the problem is not me, how I act or what my mindset is when I'm with people so I don't know what to change. But things don't work this way, so it feels like something should be changed... But my part of the issue really seems to be fine. I know (and even have been told several times) that I can bring much into a relationship for who I am and how I act. Yet, it's just not enough to find someone to share myself with...

I know I deserve to feel loved by someone and I know that I can give her the same and more. But I only know how it feels to be heartbroken, I don't really know what else to do.