I've tried to talk to a doctor (different doctors...) about this a couple of times. But they ''don't have time''... to listen, to even a very brief account.
I feel silenced
Why are they so ''disinterested''
Twice now I've developed a new, severe, allergic response after a significant trauma. The first time I was 20.
I hate it.
I try not to hate me. And I try not to internalize the guilt and blame they tried (and still try)
to force onto me.
I feel..... edited.
Bad, guilty me