I've tried to talk to a doctor (different doctors...) about this a couple of times. But they ''don't have time''... to listen, to even a very brief account.

I feel silenced

Why are they so ''disinterested''

Twice now I've developed a new, severe, allergic response after a significant trauma. The first time I was 20.

I hate it. I try not to hate me. And I try not to internalize the guilt and blame they tried (and still try) to force onto me.

I feel..... edited.

Bad, guilty me