I’ve been stressing about money. Debt. Maxed out credit cards. I’ve been slipping. Cutting my spending a lot now. Payday today so I got some payments out. Feeling a little less stressed now.

But I feel mentally unfocused. Impulsive. I want to cut my hair, go shopping, get drink, self harm. But also do nothing. I feel a little depressed.

Doctor said I should try to work on hobbies. Going to the gym, crocheting, and video games. It’s hard to focus though. But I’m trying. Going to go to the gym tomorrow. It’s customer appreciation day there so idk might be too busy. Maybe go really early before the crowds.

I might get my mom to cut my hair for me. I have been feeling like cutting my hair for a while now. Bangs and a Bob. Then when I save money I can dye it purple.

Just trying to make it through the day.

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