Ugh! I really want to wean all the way off my loxapine, but don't want to piss my husband off and try my pdoc's patience even more. My seroquel abuse was out of control yesterday! Took 400mg when I'm now only allotted 200mg, but my anxiety was so bad. I had to try SOMETHING.

@Exoskeleton

I feel your pain as far as anxiety goes and making it difficult to do basic things. I struggle with that too.

I'm switching pharmacies. I can't handle my current pharmacy because they're assholes and their hours suck, and they've been giving me double my Lamictal dose all month. I'm not getting them bubble packed anymore. I don't trust those flucks. I'm going back to bottles. And there's no reason why I should have to wait until the day I need my meds in order to pick them up, even if I am on diazepam! So they can kiss my fat ***. Fluck them!

I'm switching to CVS. There's one right down the street that is open 24/7 and I'm NOT getting my meds bubble packed. I know when I'm supposed to take them anyway.

Hydroxyzine is useless for my anxiety, so I'm just going to ask my pdoc to take me off it.

I'm missing my propranolol though. My heart thuds in my chest now! It really sucks, but my pdoc wanted me off it, and I'm not going to call and ask to be put back on it. Don't want to piss him off!

I think I'm going to ask if I can go all the way off loxapine though. Really can't tolerate it. NOT happy with seroquel being my main antipsychotic now however. I even told my pdoc I abuse it and he didn't seem to think it was a big deal.