I know what you're saying. Just last month I was on top of the world, so happy and loving life. Everything was perfect. I told my husband how I felt because I sensed a change coming.
Here I am now, totally a wreck. I cannot control my emotions and I'm miserable. I feel like running away for a while (in fact , I am going to visit my sis, to get away). Everyone and everything is bringing me down it seems.
I want that high back.
Where is it???????????????
But then again, being that high only brings this horrible crash.

I don't have anything to complain about either, I have alot, just can't enjoy it at the moment. When I get down, my mom says "Count your blessings". I hate when she says that. No sh** , I have alot going for me, but it doesn't make me feel better. She doesn't understand Bipolar.