My friend and I are starting a band!!! I'm at his house right now waiting for him to get up. My keys are already good, but I've been working on my guitar skills so I can help out there too. I'm turning some of my poetry into songs. We suck right now (more on my shittiness later), but we're working as hard as we can. We might need a better vocalist too lmao we're both, uh, "below average" in that department. This is pretty much all I've been working on.

Not gonna lie, I'm jealous because every damn night here we are--both of us falling asleep around 11pm, me waking up at 1am, him sleeping like a lifeless mofo until 9am snoring like a bear with 24/7 access to a stocked meat locker. Life ain't (a) fair. It's an amusement park with height restrictions

I'm still sick af. I'm officially underweight. My playing could be so much better if I wasn't constantly having muscle cramps and weakness. I had a potassium drip and I know I need more, but it's like why don't I just eat some ****ing fruit or potatoes or beans or something? BP-wise I've never been better thanks to Abilify/Lamictal and BPD wise I've been okay. Crying at every little thing but nbd.