My mom asked me if I wanted to visit one of her hotels, and stay there.. It would be a few hour drive, through the Rockies - I said "I'll be fine here, overnight.."

But no.. All I'll do is try to understand apocalyptic things. So I'll go with my mom, to the hotel, listen to a podcast during the drive etc..

I have to find some good podcasts. I will make the theme as "Meditation" (Cuz I used ket) - Therefore, I will focus on mind.. and divine awareness.. Still, observant.. Looking at the Christmas trees, covered in snow, the rivers, mountains and lakes..

It'll be good. I'm on all of the right meds (For what ever that is worth - It's worth a lot btw.. How would I ever manage, in this world, if I was the same now as back then? Although the world hasn't changed much, honestly..)...

And there lies freedom of thought and perception. To see how everyone else sees it - And not as a psychosis person.