100 percent. I too was that robot until one day an event caused my computer to crash and all of a sudden it seemed I became a lost, confused and very much hurting human. I wonder if you know what made you become a robot in the first place? I know what it was for me. Being human is HARD!!!! Realising you weren't superior but rather were shut down to everything is quite the realisation isn't it. I found it fairly humbling, and I regret thinking bad of people who were struggling with things I never thought I would. Feelings being a big one!!

But as my ex T so wisely once said... You can't have the good and not the bad. You either feel them all or are numb to every one of them. I too have often wondered if it would be easier/better to go back to how it was before, but I know to do so would mean losing so much if what I have gained since 'becoming a human' as you put it. Today is one of those days I'd rather be a robot, but they aren't all like this.

I wish you well on your journey of discovery and growth.