I've learned about what attractiveness is. I've been avoiding it for my life (I don't look at attractive people, avoid them - If they want to talk to me, I then treat them like anyone else. I still prefer to not have sex with anyone for my whole life). I like edgy facial features. And I love geometry.. I want to learn about it (Even spiritual geometry).

Nature is pure geometry.. And everyones existence/look is beautiful (To me) - But I am not some hyper space alien.. I am human.. We all have likes/dislikes, and judge, love and get scared etc.

Humans are cute. If you take an evil person, there's always a little good - If there's not? Then the person is 100% psychopath - But those patterns will evolve over lifetimes of reincarnation, going through hell (Possibly running the whole thing - Like we all will be BTW.., to complete the circle..), and then finding God..

The creator of the universe.. Which is in us all, the now.. And that is why we are to live in the now - As we even if we aren't?, we are still in the now.. And will always be (Until laws of physics change, perspectives, - Delusions..). It's all a delusion, schiz friends. It is life.

(But still take your antipsychotic meds - I am still taking them too.. They've really really helped..)..