You may well be having hallucinations because of lack of sleep and lack of nutrition. You also quit several meds and it could be withdrawals. You have so much going on like lack of a home, inconsistent care that I am reluctant to ascribe any one thing. You really need a consistent period of time in a stable environment to heal. Did your care worker ever get back to you on living arrangements?
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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