I actually asked to be notified and if I would be allowed to attend should something happen to Dr. S. She said yes. And I put it in my documents to notify her should I become late stage ill/injured and request her to visit if I am unable to ask myself and the incident occur within a year of our interruption. (or died)

I don't know if I would attend as time goes on. I'm not sure how much time will need to pass before I no longer feel the desire to be notified.