My aunt called and wants my mom to write the obit. My mom suggested me and my brother not go to the funneral and I agreed. Most of my cousins won't be there and it will be very crowded at the wake. My aunt also wants to spend the next day with just her siblings. I hope my dumb therapist gets this and understands it was an entire family decision and doesn't try to push me to go and I am fine with it and understand it

Today I'm still pretty tired. I feel better after drinking a Mountain Dew though. I'm almost done with one load of laundry. I have to do another.